Celebrity crushes

I'm in love with 80s-90s Lisa Bonet. If I were to be reincarnated I want to come back as someone as beautiful as her.

Wake and bake morning munchies

I just smoked and ate 2 bowls of Life cereal with skim milk. I can't purge because its 2:30 am and my mom's still asleep and I'm still a little high. FML. I should go to the gym tomorrow, but I'd rather smoke instead. Going to see C, N, and S tomorrow. I have to admit, I'm a little nervous and intimidated. They're all doing great and shit and the only thing I've been doing for the past 2 months of summer break is getting high at home. Oh and gaining 10lbs (current weight: 138). There's also that. And undoing all of the damage and hell I put my body through to tone up last semester. What the fuck ever, I'm so over it. This is a new chapter, a new me. I'm going to do what I need to do to get where I want to go. I'm not going to let anyone (especially myself) stop me or hold me back

New Blog, New Start

So I'm starting another weight loss blog because I need to motivate myself to lose 20-25lbs. I don't want to be thin and disappear (anymore). I just want to be toned, sexy, and confident. I'm working on the confidence. Now I need to work on everything else.